Insane Writeups

Kabhi kabhi main khud se poochhta hoon… "Main galat hoon kya?" Kya main hi pyaar ko galat tareeke se samajhta hoon? Lekin phir dil ke kisi kone se awaaz aati hai – "Nahi… tu bas thoda alag hai." Dekho na… Main toh uss generation se hoon jahan ek 'Hi' se rishta shuru hota tha, aur ek 'tum hi ho' tak pohochne mein waqt lagta tha… Aaj toh 'seen' hone mein hi sab kuch khatam ho jaata hai. Ek baar hua tha… Kisi ko dil se chaha, waada kiya tha ki chhodenge nahi… Par kuch mahine baad usne kaha, “Tu acha hai, par ab feel nahi aati.” Aur main bas chup raha. Shayad us waqt samjha… mujhe aaj ke generation wala pyaar karna hi nahi aata. Kyunki main toh ek ke saath rehna chahta hoon, aur ye log… har naye emotion ke liye naya insaan dhoond lete hain. Main rishte nibhaane mein vishwas karta hoon, ye log toh delete chat karne mein expert ho gaye hain. Main yaadon mein jeeta hoon, ye log toh stories expire hone ke sath feelings bhi expire kar dete hain. Toh h...

Kahte hain na… kuch cheezein badi mamuli si lagti hain, par unke bina zindagi adhoori si lagti hai. Mere liye… wo cheez hai – ek cup chai. Jab pehli baar ghar chhoda tha na… ghar se door, ek ajnabi sheher mein – har subah ki shuruaat ajnabi lagti thi, par wahi canteen wale bhaiya ki adrak wali chai... dheere dheere us sheher ko apna bana gayi. Chai sirf swaad nahi deti... saath deti hai. Kabhi tapakti baarish mein, chhat par baithkar...cup haath mein aur khayalon mein wo shakhs… jo ab door hai, par har chai ki chuski mein aaj bhi maujood hai. Kabhi college ki canteen Mein, jab jeb mein paise kam hote the, par dost bolte the – "Abey chhod, ek chai meri taraf se!" Wo chai… dosti ka doosra naam thi. Aur maa? Maa ki banayi subah ki pehli chai… bas usmein shakkar nahi… mamta ghuli hoti thi. Aaj bhi jab thak kar aata hoon… toh chai mujhe gale lagati hai. Kahti hai – "Chal baith, aaj phir se thoda jee lete hain." Chai… wo khamosh sa rishta hai, jo har mod par saath deta ha...